mummy tam! thanks for this that you wrote in your blog. "Of love and of relationship. I hope that many would understand the term of love and romance. They don't come together, unfortunately. I really hope that Hua, if you are reading this, don't fret over love anymore. There's more to life than the emotional aspect. Love is just the point in which you finally realised that you have accomplished what there is in your career, welfare/well-being, finances and other physical aspects. Love is something we aren't ready yet. If you really love someone genuinely in your heart, let him go. Let him/her find his/her happiness. Loving someone, don't mean that you need to physically have him/her. Love is a word that means nothing anymore. It's meaning is depreciated...and it's term is worthless. Its value is delinquished and its hope is gone. Well, to love someone is easy, to let him/her go it's hard. But sometimes, that's what life is all about - Generosity and letting go of what you really held on to dearly. In turn, you will get back the more genuine and well-deserving reward anyone could give.
Life as it is, isn't a sad thing. We need to learn. Sometimes through the hard way, but always remember that there is everyone around you. Don't be sad. There's always us around. We are here for you. We love you just as everyone does. Memories will always be with you. It's hard at first, to put them down, but as they are memories, remember them the way you used to. Its all part and parcel of life. There are more people out there who are willing to love you more with an open heart. Your heart ain't dead. It's just locked. You can't find the key anymore. But there's only one way to open it. It's from inside."
only i have the keys to unlock them. i've all my friends with me. i've my cousins! i've my family with me never given up on me, they bear with my attitude and everything. all of you give me the reason me wake up. i should be blessed and be happy that i've all you. She should stay strong! i've to go through all this. let it settled is all i should do! i really must!